When You First Fall In Love

THe first time you fall in love with someone, it feels so wonderful, so magical, so wondrous.
If you're really lucky, you'll feel the same way for the rest of your live together with that person and live happily every after.
If you happen to be a normal person like me n the most of the population of this globe, you will lost that tingly feeling after a while. In good cases, you will still love the other party, just not with as must enthusiasm as when you first fell in love. In so-so cases, you will still love the other party in a passive way, but will feel as if you're trapped in a dark hole where you can't get out of. In bad cases, you will just feel trapped.
Some people say that we when the love starts to wane, you try to make yourself fall in love again. But what if you've already decided to let go but took your decision back in the last minute? What if now that decision and the careful thinking process you went through to achieve that decision is effecting your relationship? What if you want to fall in love again but dunnoe how? What if you're tired of trying to find reasons to fall in love with that person again?
When you first fall in love, you feel like you're on cloud 9. But as time goes by, the Cloud dissipates and you fall back down to earth again. And most people crave to back on that Cloud again.